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Post  Queen of Cups on Sat Aug 08, 2009 10:17 am

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She knew all to well what that awful feeling was again.The warning call she described it to herself.
Just 13 years old and in a new house.The hope she had he would stay away,the hope she had he would never find her again.Mabe she got away from him this time...that was all she could think right before stepping into her bed next to the window with the new curtains.Her feet she made sure pointed to the door,so she could be sure she had not closed the door.
The past three weeks were good.Each night she had slept through without any warning signs. That used to be different.Her mind wandered off to the past 11 years.



The old house,the old bedroom.The bedroom she had shared with her younger sister for years and who never noticed anything weird going on.She started to think back and reached the ending of her search when she looked at herself age 2/3. That first night in that new big girls bed. It was georgious. She also remembers at that same second how it all started. It was always the same,the same pattern,the same time,every night again..no exception.
She remembers laying in bed,kissing her mother goodnight and before going to sleep she peeked over to the bedroom door.Mom left it open for her so the hallway light would keep the little girl company.Then she turned around and thought she fell asleep.Then the footsteps started, slowly walking up the stairs.She could hear the feet come closer,closer to the door. Each time terrified the little girl looked at the door.Each time the door ,which she knew mom had left open, was shut almost compleetly. Each night again she wonderd who did that. She got up wanting to open the door again.Each night she knew that was the worst idea and thing to do.As the little girl sat up right and put her small feet on the side of the bed and then onto the floor she saw the curtains move already.She knew she had to be to the door first to open it and let the hallway light in,and she had be quick as well.She thought each night again she could with her little feet outrun the dark shade in the curtain. Her little heart raised twice as hard then usualy. Panic struck , he won again.He beat her to the door. She looked ,like every night, into the hallway,holding the door.Then the feeling of death,a terrifying death feeling. She knew what was next to happen. She didn`t struggle anymore like she did the first few nights. She just let her head hang down and did nothing more then look to the floor as she felt the two hands of the shadow man grab her throat. She couldn`t see him,never did either, and he started to sufficate her,by hanging her up into the air.She knew the shadow was a man because each night he said the same.."You will be ours,you WILL BOW down to us"..then she just felt him breathing down her little fragile neck. It all ended when she layed in her bed again,trying to scream but was paralyzed compleetly.She could hear herself scream at the top of her longs inside her own mind,but nothing ,nobody could hear her... and yet another night went by that the littel girl layed there,terrifyed and as her warning call slowly vanished..her little eyes closed.Just to know the next morning he would come again like clock work that night.


That is what was hopefully to her just a bad memory ,since it was three weeks ago they moved into a new house and he hadn`t found her yet.


That changed 4 nights after she thought she was out of the danger zone.Even dared to stopped thinking about it. So three weeks later night number 4 came along.She went to bed very peacefully and really relaxed not thinking about anything.Then the warning call came in again.Heart-rate went up like crazy,and the awful terrifying death feeling wasn`t far behind that either. This time only she didn`t even get a chance to run for the door.There wasn`t even a door.She saw a flash and noticed she stood in a strange yard for her.Half of the yard was light and the other half was pitch black.Litterly like day and night.She stood in the light part of the yard and heard a little child crying out for her.She called upon him to come to her into the light.She knew if she stepped closer to the dark side he would be there and she would be lost.She would then have lost the fight she had fought for the past years each night again. The little child that cryed out to her was to scared to move it told her.Seen she knew what it was like to be absolutly terrified she stepped into the dark side.Ofcourse there was no little crying child to be found.As she looked for him she felt the dark shadow man pick her up by her neck and told her : "Mara,Mara,Mara....i have found you again,do you really think you would get away from us?"..then she would lay there again in her bed not able to move,only scream inside her own mind. He didn`t stop whne she got immune almost to his fear factor.He doubled the fear by bringing two helpers along with him each night again after he found her. All he did was sufficate her with his hands,never visible to her, and now he had his helpers to stand gaurd,waiting ......waiting till the day the little girl..now a teenager..would give up the fight and go with them to the dark side. She didn`t have much more strength left ,she knew that.She was tired,beaten down..ready to give up.Till that night the warning calls went off again and her grandmother came into her bedroom who acctually passed away a few days earlier. She stood next to the girl ,waiting...the there the dark shadow came into the room with his helpers ofcourse.She looked at him and just pointed him out of the room...the girl was sooooo excited,he could NOT touch her now.Her grandma gave the little girl a loving look and vanished..FINALLY she could scream and scream loud enough her mom and dad could hear her. They came into the room and asked what happend. She was pale as snow her mother, ad her father didn`t have much color in his face either. The girl explained it to her parents.The girls father had trouble getting color back into his face cause it was his mother who had helped the girl. After a little talk all three of them went to bed and fell asleep. The girl, now a 32 year old mother, still has the visits once every 2/3 weeks from the dark shadowed man and his helpers... but she can handle him on her own now and he is not as strong anymore as he and his helpers used to be.



The freaky part about the story is that the dark/light yard the girl talks about was an excact replica/copie as the yard her father and mother have build 5 years AFTER the first attack of the dark shadow man three weeks and 4 days after they moved into that new house. The girl NEVER told her parents how the yard looked that awful night the dark shadow man had come back.


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Post  Draztic on Sat Aug 08, 2009 2:15 pm

Damned, good story, sad you have to go trough this.
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Post  starchang on Sat Aug 08, 2009 5:48 pm

holy fricken moly Mara, is this really what happened to u? sounds familiar Sad sounds like straight out of a horror film too. so dang sorry this had to happen to u... but i know u are strong and u can fight that b*tch a** m*ther f**ker! and of course i'll be helping in my own way too Wink

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Post  Queen of Cups on Sat Aug 08, 2009 6:40 pm

Draztic wrote:Damned, good story, sad you have to go trough this.


Thanks... Very Happy ... well in a way it made me stronger over th eyears..it has had it`s reasons so i just go with the flow and take it as it should be..

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Post  manuel on Sat Aug 08, 2009 6:49 pm

i knew it sounded familiar when i started to read it , still i'm sorry that you had to go thru this

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Post  Queen of Cups on Sat Aug 08, 2009 6:50 pm

starchang wrote:holy fricken moly Mara, is this really what happened to u? sounds familiar Sad sounds like straight out of a horror film too. so dang sorry this had to happen to u... but i know u are strong and u can fight that b*tch a** m*ther f**ker! and of course i'll be helping in my own way too Wink


Yep it did and still does.Only he and his helpers have changed routine now. He doesn`t take me by the throat anymore..but that is part two of the story. I still have to get compfy with that myself before i can post it...so bare with me... i can still take him on... it`s just that last tiem they were a little freaky even for me... i stayed up and did not move one inch that night and that wasn`t even more then 3 weeks ago.So yes the clock is tikking away and i know he will be coming to pay me a visit soon... Sad ...ah well let`s see what he tries this time...he (they) just don`t seem to get it that Mara only answeres and works for one man... The big boss himself and his angels..still after all these years he tries..go figure...but like i said...that is part two when i am ready for it.I have to deal with the fear first now that he (they) changed the routine.I don`t wanna feed him on that and nobody can help me with this because almost nobody understands it,not everyone believed/believes me so i have to deal with the fear myself first and then i can type the story down for you all.

By the way i do still feel your Reiki energy being sent to me..actually felt it i think 3 times(two times i`m sure off) this week late at night (my nighttime that is) ...AWSOM thank you for that hun. Very Happy

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Post  Queen of Cups on Sat Aug 08, 2009 6:51 pm

manuel wrote:i knew it sounded familiar when i started to read it , still i'm sorry that you had to go thru this

Don`t be sorry..there is a reason for it and i am okay with it now Very Happy

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Post  manuel on Sat Aug 08, 2009 6:51 pm

i know , but i stil had to say it

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Post  Queen of Cups on Sat Aug 08, 2009 6:57 pm

manuel wrote:i know , but i stil had to say it



I know...

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Post  starchang on Sat Aug 08, 2009 7:34 pm

Mara wrote:
starchang wrote:holy fricken moly Mara, is this really what happened to u? sounds familiar Sad sounds like straight out of a horror film too. so dang sorry this had to happen to u... but i know u are strong and u can fight that b*tch a** m*ther f**ker! and of course i'll be helping in my own way too Wink


Yep it did and still does.Only he and his helpers have changed routine now. He doesn`t take me by the throat anymore..but that is part two of the story. I still have to get compfy with that myself before i can post it...so bare with me... i can still take him on... it`s just that last tiem they were a little freaky even for me... i stayed up and did not move one inch that night and that wasn`t even more then 3 weeks ago.So yes the clock is tikking away and i know he will be coming to pay me a visit soon... Sad ...ah well let`s see what he tries this time...he (they) just don`t seem to get it that Mara only answeres and works for one man... The big boss himself and his angels..still after all these years he tries..go figure...but like i said...that is part two when i am ready for it.I have to deal with the fear first now that he (they) changed the routine.I don`t wanna feed him on that and nobody can help me with this because almost nobody understands it,not everyone believed/believes me so i have to deal with the fear myself first and then i can type the story down for you all.

By the way i do still feel your Reiki energy being sent to me..actually felt it i think 3 times(two times i`m sure off) this week late at night (my nighttime that is) ...AWSOM thank you for that hun. Very Happy


phew wicked, im so gald its getting to u, i feel it so strongly so i'd be surprised if it didnt Wink

so those a**holes changed up their routine eh? dang sounds scary.. i hope one day you'll feel comfortable enough to share it with us.

i have a question...when they do stuff to u is it to your astral self or your physical self. did he actually lift u off the ground physically but u were paralized? or is it your astral self he is doing this to? just asking cuz in either case there are way to get more control of yourself. i read alot about it in robert bruces astral projection book...there are ways to break free from the paralyzation. its all about filling your chakras with energy lots of energy. u can visualize yourself pulling energy up into each of your chakras every day for 5 mins. this will 'feed' your astral body so it has the energy to have strength in that plane.

anyhow if u ever get a chance to read that stuff i think it'll help u. if u get good at the excersizes maybe you'll be able to break free and literally fight back. in the astral plane u can conjure up anything and it will instantly happen....then you'll be able to kick some serious ass!

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Post  Queen of Cups on Sun Aug 09, 2009 9:31 am

well it`s my astrale self that he/they do that to. I have learned that if i imagion light around me he/they isn`t/aren`t that strong and he/they go/es away faster. Yea that works...but not always. I will try to type the new routine he/they have in the next day or so..have to get a grip on it first.He did visit me again last night..like clock work ofcourse...i knew he would come around one of these nights..sigh.. ah well...

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Post  starchang on Sun Aug 09, 2009 5:37 pm

crap i knew he was gonna come last night too! i sent u extra protective reiki lol...

dang so its your astral self eh? i like your technique with the light. you are very brave. i was watching a scary movie last night but i kept telling myself if Mara can handle all this crap in real life then i can watch this scary movie....it was really a good one...A Haunting in Conneticut...just out on dvd have u seen it? best ghost movie ive seen in ages

anyhow, i was thinking u said he comes every few weeks right? maybe u can let us know when u start to get the feeling like its gonna happen and we can all send u good energies etc. ive been starting to focus reiki to fill your entire bedroom and house. anything to repell this bastard....i dunno it cant do any harm right? and we all love u so much, its hard for us to just sit around and do nothing ya know missy Wink
well in any case im gonna try and remember in a few weeks time to be ready!

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Post  Queen of Cups on Sun Aug 09, 2009 7:49 pm

starchang wrote:crap i knew he was gonna come last night too! i sent u extra protective reiki lol...

dang so its your astral self eh? i like your technique with the light. you are very brave. i was watching a scary movie last night but i kept telling myself if Mara can handle all this crap in real life then i can watch this scary movie....it was really a good one...A Haunting in Conneticut...just out on dvd have u seen it? best ghost movie ive seen in ages

anyhow, i was thinking u said he comes every few weeks right? maybe u can let us know when u start to get the feeling like its gonna happen and we can all send u good energies etc. ive been starting to focus reiki to fill your entire bedroom and house. anything to repell this bastard....i dunno it cant do any harm right? and we all love u so much, its hard for us to just sit around and do nothing ya know missy Wink
well in any case im gonna try and remember in a few weeks time to be ready!


Yep i have seen the movie..it`s an awsom one!!! Hahahaha yep that`s the spirit ..if i can then you can as well!!!!
Well i can tell you when around what time he pays me a visit but you only have to sent energy to my livingroom.See i can`t sleep in my bed cause the attacks are much more severe then.So i have slept on my couch for the past few years now since he changed his routine...sigh..ah well...if i can handle him one of these days then i will go back to my bed again...There is one thing i HATE an dthat is when ghosts/spirits bother me in my bedroom.They all respect my wish that they can`t come into my bedroom but this one doesn`t listen.So i fight him this way first.
Anyways...drifting off again..i will let you all know when he is about to pay me a visit.It`s actually 1 in the morning here and i`m dead tired but a little shaken up still from last night`s visit he payed me.
That`s how bad he can get at times.

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Post  starchang on Sun Aug 09, 2009 10:11 pm

crap really, damnit! well i hope its not as bad as im thinking...i really really hope not!

okay so please let us know when the next time is coming...but im gonna keep in mind it'll be in few weeks..and im sure everyone will help. i'll make sure to focus reiki into your living room from now on...damnit that's just awful that u cant sleep in your own room!

youre not alone girl! at the very least i think sharing this with pple who care and love u will help u cope I love you

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Post  Queen of Cups on Mon Aug 10, 2009 7:09 pm

starchang wrote:crap really, damnit! well i hope its not as bad as im thinking...i really really hope not!

okay so please let us know when the next time is coming...but im gonna keep in mind it'll be in few weeks..and im sure everyone will help. i'll make sure to focus reiki into your living room from now on...damnit that's just awful that u cant sleep in your own room!

youre not alone girl! at the very least i think sharing this with pple who care and love u will help u cope I love you

Believe me it is THAT bad. He will come around my birthday i think.Always has ..it`s August the 30th.I can cope with it,that isn`t the problem,it`s just that he makes me wanna quit with my gift somethimes. I am not going to but i have been thinking it a few times.If i do quit it would mean he won and i ain`t gonna BOW down to anyone especially nto to him. I have had to deal with much more and worse things and i am still standing and i`m not about to go down.
He does have the ability to make me feel like i`m to young to feel this damn old ...well atleast after he visited me that is...mao..

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Post  manuel on Mon Aug 10, 2009 7:27 pm

GO MARA GO MARA GO MARA Very Happy

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Post  starchang on Mon Aug 10, 2009 9:15 pm

Mara wrote:
starchang wrote:crap really, damnit! well i hope its not as bad as im thinking...i really really hope not!

okay so please let us know when the next time is coming...but im gonna keep in mind it'll be in few weeks..and im sure everyone will help. i'll make sure to focus reiki into your living room from now on...damnit that's just awful that u cant sleep in your own room!

youre not alone girl! at the very least i think sharing this with pple who care and love u will help u cope I love you

Believe me it is THAT bad. He will come around my birthday i think.Always has ..it`s August the 30th.I can cope with it,that isn`t the problem,it`s just that he makes me wanna quit with my gift somethimes. I am not going to but i have been thinking it a few times.If i do quit it would mean he won and i ain`t gonna BOW down to anyone especially nto to him. I have had to deal with much more and worse things and i am still standing and i`m not about to go down.
He does have the ability to make me feel like i`m to young to feel this damn old ...well atleast after he visited me that is...mao..

nono i still hope it isnt as bad as im thinking! i refuse to believe it! i know u wont give up Mara, you'll defeat him i know you will!! we'll all be here for you when your bday comes around! i promise!

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Post  Queen of Cups on Tue Aug 11, 2009 4:03 pm

starchang wrote:
Mara wrote:
starchang wrote:crap really, damnit! well i hope its not as bad as im thinking...i really really hope not!

okay so please let us know when the next time is coming...but im gonna keep in mind it'll be in few weeks..and im sure everyone will help. i'll make sure to focus reiki into your living room from now on...damnit that's just awful that u cant sleep in your own room!

youre not alone girl! at the very least i think sharing this with pple who care and love u will help u cope I love you

Believe me it is THAT bad. He will come around my birthday i think.Always has ..it`s August the 30th.I can cope with it,that isn`t the problem,it`s just that he makes me wanna quit with my gift somethimes. I am not going to but i have been thinking it a few times.If i do quit it would mean he won and i ain`t gonna BOW down to anyone especially nto to him. I have had to deal with much more and worse things and i am still standing and i`m not about to go down.
He does have the ability to make me feel like i`m to young to feel this damn old ...well atleast after he visited me that is...mao..

nono i still hope it isnt as bad as im thinking! i refuse to believe it! i know u wont give up Mara, you'll defeat him i know you will!! we'll all be here for you when your bday comes around! i promise!

well for some reason he came again last night.I think he knows i`m talking about him...it scares the living day lights out of me and i didn`t sleep at all last night.I tryed and then i saw him come into my livingroom again through the curtains... i am about done with that..i need sleep if i wanna stay strong and be able to fight him..

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Post  starchang on Tue Aug 11, 2009 6:20 pm

WTF are u serious? again? crap this is no good....okay Mara, its time to let go of the fear and get angry! ok, easy for me to say, i know, but im PISSED! did he harm u again?

i sent u alot of reiki into your living room yesterday...asked the light of the holy spirit to fill your room and i also filled it with thousands and thousands of protection crystals lol! i really hope it kept him from harming u!

EVERYONE SEND GOOD ENERGIES TO MARA NOWWWW! ASK THE LORD TO PROTECT HER!

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Post  Queen of Cups on Thu Aug 13, 2009 12:29 pm

Thanks hun..yea he visited again... My problem is i don`t get angry so fast..sure i have days that i am pissed but that blows over faster then the angry feeling..don`t know why actually..mm..i geuss if i start raging i woun`t stop and that is not what i want cause i will clean out eveything that comes my way..that`s not me ,so i geuss i will never get really pissed...

Thank you for the ligth and crystals.... that ALWAYS helps...

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Post  mary on Thu Aug 13, 2009 4:38 pm

wow....what is their agenda here?

Mara, I am sorry you are dealing with this and for so long.

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Post  Queen of Cups on Thu Aug 13, 2009 5:10 pm

mary wrote:wow....what is their agenda here?

Mara, I am sorry you are dealing with this and for so long.

Thanks hun...

What the agenda is..well i know what they want but i ain`t gonna bent or break for them.Although it get`s harder each time they visit, they are not getting what they want. See with my gift i can do a lot of good and a lot of bad..seriously... they just want me to work with them,the dark side...believe me i know it sounds compleetly crazy...
I only AND ONLY work for God,his angels and the light side...they dont agree with me on that . well screw them i have it and i ain`t giving it away to them.You should think after all this time..al these years..they should know it..noooooo they just like messing with me..ah well more have tryed that and didn`t succeed hahahahaaaa....

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Post  manuel on Thu Aug 13, 2009 6:28 pm

just keep it up , i need you ( you know what i mean ) , and there is this little girl in this house who needs you even more than i do , hugs and kisses to you my sweet sis

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Post  starchang on Thu Aug 13, 2009 10:33 pm

yeah, i guess u shouldnt fight fire with fire in this case....stick with the light envisioning and my sis and are a gonna send tons or reiki! i told her about your be day coming up Wink how awful, cant even have a happy bday cuz of this!! razzie

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Post  pittster on Sat Aug 15, 2009 7:14 pm

Mara, I PROMISE you, with all of us, you are surrounded with love and positive energy!!
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